LIES

You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?
What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?
What's the point in saying you love me like a friend?
What's the point in saying it's never gonna end?

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward 'til the end
I don't wanna admit, but we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know 
I can't let you go, can't let you go 
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know 

You only ever touch me 
In the dark
Only if we're drinking can you see my spark
And only in the evening could you give yourself to me
'Cause the night is your woman, and she'll set you free

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward 'til the end
I don't wanna admit, but we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know 
I can't let you go, can't let you go 
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know 

Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know 
I can't let you go, can't let you go 
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
Lies, don't wanna know, don't wanna know

Having to lose myself in this world to the point that I question things that I'm not supposed to question😔 What's wrong with me, why can't I get things right? Even if I try, it goes wrong😩 things either fall or people will see the bad side instead😣 It's just so hard to make everyone happy... I don't want to try so hard and in fact I don't have to.. I always do the very best for myself and I always set rules to know how valuable I am and I won't tolerate if people don't treat me how I deserve to be but it seems like I'm letting things to happen to me, allowing people to hurt me just because I broke the promise to myself which is to... take care of myself😩😔 where... where is the emotionless me... I just seem to miss the old me because I never get my heart broken but now I changed and I want to care for people but it's just a disappointment :-( why did I even open myself? My love was just bulletproof but it seems like I'm getting shot everytime I try to open up to people... I've never felt so down and numb..